Thursday, August 6, 2009

Two days

My weekend is normally Mondays and Tuesdays. Therefore, I have worked two days this week as it is Thursday. Holy cow have they been horrible. I can't seem to do anything right. I now have both of my trainers dissappointed in me and I'm now getting moderate turbulance. Ugh, why won't this get any easier for me...? I know the right answers if I'm asked about 90% of the time. I'm just second guessing myself way too much.

Everyone keeps saying that it'll get easier and I know that it will. However, I just don't seeing it happening very soon. It could. I just don't know.

It just seems like such a slow process for me. I want to succeed. How do I succeed when there isn't much I can do at home? Or is there?

Okay... venting done.

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